numero uno.

i don't really know what to say.
how do you start one of these things anyway?
i guess i'll introduce myself.
the name's liz, and i guess if you're reading this you probably already know me to some extent,
but if you don't i guess this is as good a place to start getting to know me as any.
i'm actually just getting to know me,
so i guess you are joining me on this journey, so yay for you. lol

this last month has been the most
tumultuous,
troubled,
emotional,
tear-filled,
painful,
and scary
time in all of my 18 years.

i hate to give one person that much power or credit,
but he's done a number on me, let me tell ya.

i'm just picking up the pieces, and as broken as i am,
i still know that this is all for my greater good.

it's a stepping stone to improving so many aspects of my life.
i wrapped my life so tightly around him, that i couldn't even see all the changes i needed to make.

i was afraid to even do this.
scared i'd read it in a few months and be mad at myself for being so down in the dumps.
but my new homie platypus said it can help me
"look back and see how much u grown".

i think he may be right.
but we'll see.

we shall see.